Here's a few random thoughts I was having today:



"well, I could go on a killing rampage, but after the whole Hitler thing and Stalin and the Kurds and Saddam Hussein and all those guys failing, I'm not sure that's such a great idea"

"nah people can change...it's a matter of willpower.  The mind can do anything; it's a willingness that most people lack, that's all...catalysts...that'll do it.  You just have to find the right one"

"God...Satan...what's the difference?  They're both made-up to make little kids be good.  Unfortunately for the world we live in, the kids never got told the trth like they did with Santa Clause and the Easter Bunny; so what we've got the last few thousands of years is a bunch of people killing one another over some pointless thing that no one can prove and everyone made up.  Millions upon millions have died over religion....it's sickening, it's depressing, and I hate MTV."

"I like the kids who listen to the punk rock, and fight against how they were brought up."

"He who has 50 friends has fewer friends than he who has 5 good friends."

"Hypocritical people should not be allowed to exist.  That automaticall wipes about just about everyone I can think of, but I think the world would be a much better place."

"While we're at it, we should get rid of all the pagans and crazy people...that wipes our Mormons entirely, for the most part.  All the crazy ones whove decided I'm some sort of anti-Christ because I'm not Mormon and I'll never join the Hitler Youth...I mean 'church.' "

"why do people just throw around opinions?  They don't mean anything....they aren't even based on truth most of the time.  I say get to the facts and logically use reasoning to get shit together ya know?
And all those pompoous, self-pretentious twats of people that say that there's no such thing as a brilliant mind with a dirty mouth:  fuck you guys.  Bring it on, whatcha got?  I'll argue with you.  You're not so high and mighty, ya prejudiced bastards."


"I gernerally agree with the 'teachings' of Jesus or whatever about the whole love everyone and peace and shit like that, but eternal salvation?  Whatever, man.  'Spirits on a hman journey'  *scoffs* what a load.  That still pisses me off that anyone can be led that far astray.  And this was a grown woman, mind you folks.  A teacher, an educator....What has this world come to?  Shit.  That's what."

"and what was with that dude the other day that was like 'I want to change thew world...does anyone have any ideas or ways that I can get my ideas and thoughts out about things so they can be acted upon?'  What an idiot.  You can't just will yourself to change the world....you just have to do it without even really trying to.  That's the way the best things happen: not for personal gain, not for 'the good of mankind,' and not for some self-righteous sacrifice bullshit.  Don't try to change the world, just do it.  I don't remember who he was, but my first thought was 'you're a complete asshole' and I left his page."

"wishing isn't going to do anything...you people can't just sit around and wait for shit to happen to you...you have to make it happen.  This is your life, this is all going on around you, and you have to do something about it and get on it.  Life doesnt just happen, it gets pushed around like a hockey puck: you push it hard and it rolls for a while but it's gonna stop eventually and it needs another push.  Make things happen, don't jsut sit and wish for them to.  'I'd like a cup of tea....I think I'll wait and wish and see if anyone brings me one.'  No.  Gert up and get one, satisfy yourself."

I said this one aloud to my mom...she and dad weren't too pleased, but I think they realized how right I was:  "How can you sit there tell me waht I do and don't understand?  You can't honestly tell me that I don't know if I understand something or not...that doesn't make any sense.  That's like me telling you that you don't know anything about ranches or farms or something...you know plenty, you were raised on one.  You can't judge what other people do and don't know, mainly becase you can't see what's going on in their head.  You jsut can't do it.  So please, don't tell me what I do and don't understand, because I think I'm a much more accurate judge of what I'm thinking and feeling than anyone else is."
That got an "ohhhhhhh" from Shawn and then Dad said "can I say something?"  to which I said, "sure, go for it" and then he went into some little speech that had nothing to do with what I jsut said and basically skirted everything cuz I had a really good point and there was nothing they could do to pick at it like they normally do.




The few, yet prominent, selected thoughts I had today.  They kind of outline the larger overall thoughts of the day...take those and then dissect them and take them 50 levels deeper and you've got my day all mapped out in thought.

crazy, isnt it?