could I be more of an ass?

hmmm....philisophical question...if summer hadn't come...and school had kept going...where would things have gone with us?
less-than-philosophical answer:  probably where they are now.

*sigh* you know, it's true, but I probably shouldn't have said it...she's got enough problems right now and I'm not exactly helping it along the road to glorious sunshine and happines, ya know?  hmm....



if you could see things falling apart like i can with me and jocelyn...why did you say nothing?
as much as I hate myself for even thinking this, I didn't say anything cuz I didn't want to fix them.

so yeah, about beating my head against a wall at this point cuz I can't shut my mouth...now she's even more upset cuz the guy she loves basically just told her that she doesn't mean anyhting to him and he could have fixed things but he didn't want to...god dammit.


I'd kill myself right now if life weren't so interesting...ever feel like that?  Humans are very interesting things...so many different emotions and thoughts...it's hard to keep them in line, for most people.  I don't see why, really...They can't tell you what to do.  They can't make you do anything.  Humans are crazy.  Life's crazy.
I'm probably crazy.


*long sigh*  "Rod Beck" - stroke 9.